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The context for this week: my journey in the depths of hell has continued. Susan – my foster mom – and her two daughters slowly forced me to be obedient and behave like a girl. In the past weeks, I had to sleep in pink pajamas, wear training pants, carry a blankie and a teddy bear. Also, I was regularly subjected to different types of punishments such as getting suppositories, threats of spanking and verbal abuse in front of others. I have realized in the last days that if I call Susan “mommy” the punishment will be much less severe or even postponed. I was not entirely comfortable doing so, because I felt this was what Susan wanted.
Life with Suppository 